a couple of months, I moved from my family house into a beautiful BQ
and got myself a lovely car. I don't know whether I was trying to heal
by splashing gifts on myself but whatever it was, it worked. I
stopped missing him and started enjoying myself and being happy again. I
became carefree once more and for a long long time, totally removed my
mind from husband things and just concentrated on living and enjoying my
life. I joined a society in church, dedicated more time to work and
splashed some money on some good clothes and salon. My life was back on
track and it was a good life.
Shortly after that, I noticed that James had become very cold and unresponsive. He
even became mean to me and just wasn't acting the 'nice scattered guy'
that I'd come to know and love, so, I started probing and asking him
what the matter was. After a lot of talks that wasn't leading to
anywhere, I told him that I guess he probably needs a break and he
jumped at it. We took a break and agreed to talk again in a couple of
weeks and those weeks where the worst time of my life.